There are some things that i dont understand no matter how hard i try to either empathize,sympathize,relate,feel or what not. Then there are some other things which i will straight up refuse to understand all thanks to this rebellious (not to mention ,piece of shit) personality of mine. Love comes somewhere between these two. Its out there. I can almost see how it might actually make the world beautiful but then, BOOM . . .It just proves me or any of what i could’ve thought to be wrong. I swear one day when i go up and meet the so called ” GOD ” i’m gonna go , hit him , then nail him to the ground, beat him up and enjoy the sight of him suffering in agony for a few minutes then just look him in the eye and say ‘ Don’t get me wrong, i Love you. Its just tough love’
Why does it even exist . I mean for starters , its just such a complicated term. it does not specify anything at all really, in fact it only forces you to think more. Think about it , you can love your dog ‘Hunter’ and even your girlfriend but at the end of the day you aren’t gonna fuck hunter and get a blow job from it , right? Nor will you throw a bone across the room for your girlfriend to chase and then call her a good girl right ?
Other emotions have a defining characteristic about them like :- Sadness has tears, happiness has a smile, anger has a frown, shyness has lack of speech. Love? it is the most confusing of them all. Some people smile in love, some people cry, some drink till their liver is off to a better place and some even just dont even realise that they’re feeling it. My Dog licks me out of love , My parents scold me and hit me out of love, My friends support me and my girlfriend ‘kisses ‘ me (IYKWIM) There is no way of knowing what kind of love you’re feeling. If you love your sister its fine but if you love her like you love your Girlfriend then its incest. If you put restrictions on your child’s life its tough love but if you do the same for your dog its animal cruelty . WHAT THE FUCK?????
I dont even understand the stupid logic behind it . What is love ? Everyone say its something special that you feel . You know what? Its literally the same feeling i get after taking a dump every morning.Not even kidding. Love is the exact equivalent of shitting 24/7. I’ve seen marriages fail because of it, i’ve seen trust/commitment issues about it , i’ve seen people not wanting it to be said to them while i have seen people waiting to say it to every second person they see on the street. I’ve seen people who love someone enough to let them go and I’ve seen love stories where the other person is so commited ,that he won’t ever let go .Do you realise how many people hopelessly believe in it every day ? People’s lives revolve around it man and its scary cause what happens if this illusion is to fade away?
You do realise that you’re a human right ? DO you know what one of the simplest human tendency is ? To get bored. Yeah, to get bored of everything. Say, you want a doll since you’re 8 and you get it a year later.You’ll get bored of it in a few days. The same works for humans as well, you cant meet the same people and live the same life everyday. You’re human. Even if you do convince yourself that you can be an exception to this rule , you’ll just get bored of being an exception in a few years. I’m sorry but i’ve thought way too hard about this shit and I do not see any logical reason for this insanity to continue.
You love and will do anything for your family ,right ? But guess what. Your family is the group of people you never chose in the first place. You just ended up with them and are not obliged to have any specific general towards them no matter what. You do choose your friends though, but still you’re family get more of you time and even money after you die ?Believe it nor not Love is the biggest piece of bullshit i’ve ever come across. Its nothing more than sugar coated candy that gets us through life. Hopefully alive. And hopefully ,with smile .